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[lupusxylem]

I will not make this look pretty later, don't believe me it's all a lie

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INVENTORY:

-The Punisher: Wolfwood's cross gun, normally covered in wrappings.
INFO from the mods on use so I don't forget: The cross-gun will be able to fire regular bullets (regains of these can be handwaved; silvered bullets can be purchased in the bonus AC store) just fine, without any special nerfs. The laser feature will be usable a max of 3 times a month.

-4 Vials of his Drugs(tm)
Info from the mods on use so I don't forget: Wolfwood can start with up to 5 vials of his Lab Drugs. More of these can be regained for the price of a Small Item (a maximum of 5 at once), but they will not work on other player characters for obvious reasons. Their healing ability will also be slightly nerfed to not heal anything instantaneously, but rather over a few minutes.
3/7: All Vials have been used. Will need to purchase replacements if he wants to use them again.
???: Forgot to put the date here but he's purchased more Vials, one has been used to he has 4 currently.

-A lighter

-A carton of cigarettes, more can be purchased/handwaved

-A winter coat that Heimr bullied him into purchasing

-A matching pair of boots for the coat

-A little knit wolf with sunglasses from Elsword.

-A blanket from Livio.

-A handgun with a wolf engraved on the handle.

-A black husky named Angelina

-A belt pouch to carry his regeneration vials with a cross emblazoned into the leather.

-Authentic rosary beads, with beads made from black glass and a heavy, silver cross pendant

-A black leather choker with a silver cross pendant, similar to the rosary

-A whole church(tm)

-A wool knit cat plushie from Pure Vanilla

-3 tomas chicks that currently live in Kiera's barn

-3 londonites

-Wolf skull shaped cufflinks

-A dagger for his "birthday" from Gnosis

Comments

[livlaughlove]

Hey, c'mon...

[liv is just doomed to be flushed forever, now, huh? he shivers under wolfwood's touch but also allows himself to relax just a little. as much as he's come to have less than pleasant feelings about his genetically altered body... nick, of all people, wouldn't judge him.

and to make good on his own threat, his hands find the topmost button on nicholas' shirt that's actually... buttoned... and he works his way down, slow and steady. he has permission, yes, but he's still nervous, and wants to take the proper time to really drink nick in. he hesitates to actually push the shirt off of wolfwood once it's open.]

Y'sure it's okay...?

[lupusxylem]

Course I am. Don't be shy, yeah?

[He'll even draw his hands back, just briefly, and lay them gently along the backs of Livio's, as if to encourage him to go all the way.]

Ain't like my shirt is really on most of the time anyway. You're just helping along the inevitable, really.

[Is he implying he would just walk around shirtless if it wasn't too cold for it, perhaps-]

[livlaughlove]

How could I not be?

[wolfwood ain't wrong! it's just... a lot, that liv gets to be somebody who's allowed to see more than the chest he flaunts to everyone else. he inhales deeply and summons the bravery to push the shirt off by the sleeves, slowly, so his hands can feel along the length of nick's arms. yet, he still averts his eyes slightly. being polite, or shy? maybe both.]

[lupusxylem]

Big strong guy like you? I dunno, you tell me.

[Sorry Livio, he knows you're nervous, but...he can't help but tease. It's how he is, but also how he's coping with his...everything, currently. He knows they're both scarred all to hell and back, so that isn't an issue. But Wolfwood is different, now, and it doesn't just end at his scars.

So when Livio looks away once he's gotten his shirt off, he'll reach a hand up to nudge it underneath his chin, coaxing him gently to look back.]

I love you, yaknow.

[livlaughlove]

I love you, too.

[wolfwood is just as aware as livio that he's far more shy than his stature would suggest, so he doesn't need to explain. instead, he allows nick to direct him to actually look at him, and when livio does, his lips part just so as he takes him in.

the only indication he has of any newer scars are how healed they do or don't look. but regardless of how fresh any of them are, each one he sees makes livio deeply sorrowful. this is... probably supposed to be a happy moment, but unfortunately, this is how his brain works. he gets wrapped up.

for now, his sheepishness is replaced with concern, and he doesn't flush even a little as he ghosts the tips of his fingers near, not directly on, one of the recent scars.]

... I wish I could take it from you. [his voice is soft as a whisper.] All of it.

[lupusxylem]

[Perhaps it's a good thing it's replaced his prior sheepishness, even if it's not necessarily a good emotion. Time spent with Vash has taught Wolfwood how best to deal with this sort of thing, for better or worse...even if he still isn't great with feelings.

His expression softening, Wolfwood moves his hand from Livio's chin to rest it along his cheek, thumb brushing over his cheekbone as he cups his face.]

I know. I feel the same way about you. It...wasn't supposed t'be you.

[But...it seems that their memory of events differs somewhat. That much they already know, so it isn't a point he'll dwell on.]

Guess we both grew up tough, when we should've had the chance to live different. ...but think of it this way. If we hadn't? Maybe we wouldn't be here now. Together.

[livlaughlove]

[maybe they wouldn't. livio wonders if that's such a bad thing. he would live a thousand miserable lives, die a thousand horrible deaths, if it meant nick would be safe and happy, far from the false god and far from the eye of michael. he doesn't dare say so out loud, though he can't say whether it's to spare wolfwood's feelings or because he's just too selfish to actually speak the words.

regardless, something tells him nicholas feels the same way about him. he leans into nick's touch and allows his own hand to trace the contours of his muscle.]

If we have to be here, I'm glad we're together. [he echoes the sentiment, then sighs, deep and dreamy.] You really are beautiful.

[lupusxylem]

[He's glad that's something Livio knows without words. It makes what he wants to do all the easier, especially when he says that.

Wolfwood smiles, that usual lopsided grin, and leans forward again to press their lips together for a long moment, simply enjoying the feeling of Livio's against his own. It isn't until he parts from him again that he speaks, low between them.]

There's more to me than just my good looks.

Can I show you?

[livlaughlove]

[livio would be more than content just kissing wolfwood like this all night, holding one another and feeling warm and alive. but nick has a way of taking what livio wants and blowing his expectations out of the water.]

Yes. Of course. Please. [maybe he comes off a little desperate, but... wolfwood deserves to feel desired. liv will do all he can to make sure nico knows how much he loves him.]

[lupusxylem]

Good boy.

[The words rumble in his chest as he leans back in, this time pressing his lips to Livio's forehead.]

Now. Let's see what you got for me to work with, yeah?

[Because there is plenty he hasn't yet explored, and he's feeling hungry for more of it.

Still having to move slowly due to his still-healing injury, Wolfwood very carefully shifts back a little so he's got a bit more room to move. Still straddling Livio's hips, mind, just enough so that he can lay his hands on him again without them being trapped against his chest.

All the easier for him to actually feel that chest proper, both hands gently squeezing his pecs as he kisses a line from his throat down to his collarbone.]

There we go...that's more like it.

[livlaughlove]

[well. the "good boy" brings a flush to livio so strong that even the skin along his throat that wolfwood kisses is hot to the touch. so that turn-on was just unlocked.

his own hand finds purchase around nick's waist, helping to hold him upright while he manhandles liv's chest. it coaxes a quiet whine out of him, muffled as he buries his face in nick's hair.]

Nico. Feel so good... Where d'you want me to touch you?

[lupusxylem]

[Duly noted! Wolfwood's paying attention, so he just files that information away for later use. In the meantime, he was going to guide Livio's hands onto his hips if he didn't do it himself, but, well...seems like he didn't need any convincing there.

Livio will feel the vibration of Wolfwood's voice against his skin as he chuckles once more, still kissing his way down to his chest proper.]

Yeah? Well you're gonna feel real good in a sec here...don't worry about me for now.

[Less that he doesn't want Livio touching him (because oh, does he want that), and more that he's not sure Livio's going to be able to focus for a second here.

Namely, because those kisses lead Wolfwood all the way down to single out a nipple, his lips marching a track there until he's able to press them to the sensitive skin, his tongue lathing over and around it while the fingers of his other hand get busy gently pinching and rubbing the other between his thumb and forefinger.]

[livlaughlove]

["don't worry about me." like livio could ever put nick out of his mind, especially as wrapped up in one another as they are.

sure, for at least a moment, he's shocked enough that it shorts out his brain. and when he comes back to after a second, he shakily exhales the sharp breath he doesn't recall taking. it's just his chest, but it still feels so dirty and so nice.

just like he promised silently, though, he wraps his other arm around nicholas's back and draws his nails down his spine. not hard enough to break skin, of course, but good grief, he's trying not to neglect wolfwood.]

[lupusxylem]

[That's what they all say, until they feel it for the first time and are like "what the fuck is happening". It's why Wolfwood decided not to tell him what he was doing before just going for it. He figured either Livio would thank him, or he'd pull him off and then he'd be like okay noted, we don't like having our chest touched.

Either way, the contact is much appreciated. The bite of Livio's nails is enough to leave him moaning against his skin, so if he was wondering how he felt about a little pain...]

Mmmh. Fuck, Liv-

[He shifts a little to sit a bit more comfortably against him but, well. That's only going to work for so long, considering. He presses a few kisses to his chest to give him a break from the onslaught before he goes right back to it, this time sucking instead of just kissing and nipping.]

[livlaughlove]

[nicholas and his goddamn need to have something in his mouth at all times... lord help livio. he doesn't recall ever being so flushed for so long. he feels like his whole upper body is going to melt off.]

Nick. [he returns, clipped and breathy. he wouldn't dare make wolfwood bleed, especially not after last month, but if nick likes a little clawing, he can comply. and his other hand can give nick's hair a good tugging.]

[lupusxylem]

[ :) :) :)

Listen can you blame this man he has an oral fixation leave him alone-

Satisfying an oral fixation isn't all he plans on doing, of course. Not when Livio takes it upon himself to dig his fingers in and really pull on his hair.

If Livio has ever wanted to hear Wolfwood moan, it's happening right now. As in, really moan. The kind you keep behind closed doors, the kind that Livio is going to feel deep in his bones long after they've parted.

The kind that follow the way Wolfwood suddenly sinks deeper down against Livio, rocking his hips down against the other's, insistent. If there were any question as to what he wants to do now, speak now or forever hold your peace-]

[livlaughlove]

[he sure does.

if the stimulation to his tits isn't enough to make livio gasp, the sound that wolfwood makes certainly is. the added vibrations help, of course, but really... the mere thought that this is nick, all over him, moaning and now grinding into his hips... it gets to livio. and even if he doesn't have the equipment, as it were, to directly derive pleasure from this, wolfwood can, so he'll happily comply.

his hands grasp firmly at nick's waist as he reclines backward, taking nick with him so he can get the best angle to meet his hips in return at the pace wolfwood has set. of course, livio is still mindful in all of this not to put pressure on his leg.]

[lupusxylem]

[It comes to a point where focusing is getting difficult, because now he just wants to rut against him. He's trying to not become feral and focus only on himself of course, as hard as it is. Fortunately for Livio, even if he moves his head back from his chest, Wolfwood still plans on laying kisses over every part of him he's able to easily reach, which currently happens to be the side of his neck and jaw.]

H-Harder...c'mon, please...

[Wolfwood, begging? In this economy??

He trusts Livio to not rip his hair out, he just loves to be manhandled. Please shake him around like a ragdoll, all while he rolls his hips against Livio's helplessly, over the fucking moon by the simple fact hes returning the gesture.]

[livlaughlove]

[see, that's the thing. liv is more than happy to make it all about nick. what makes him feel worthy but complete devotion?

granted, those kisses are nicely satisfying. but if wolfwood wants it a little rough, well, who is livio to argue?

his grip around nick's waist grows firmer and his hips buck up sharp and harsh against him. even his fist tightens in nicholas' hair, and liv tries to force nick's teeth onto the skin he's been kissing. without waiting to see if the message comes across or not, livio nips at the other side of wolfwood's neck, partly as an example and partly exploratory as he tries to learn nick's desires and boundaries.]

Im so sorry this is late u ever have your smut brain die for a few days-

[lupusxylem]

[You know that...is not as all surprising, coming from Livio. Not that Wolfwood doesn't want to try to turn some of the love and focus on Livio inbetween what he's receiving, because he thinks he deserves it too, far more than he realizes. It's honestly exactly as Vash had told them, back then. Livio needs someone who is going to love and cherish him, and lift him up...and Wolfwood intends to be that person.

The grinding is good. Really good. Enough that he's pretty sure that if they keep it up for long enough, he could just get off on this alone. But there's still something more he wants, and it circles back around to what Livio asked of him just a few moments prior-

But that will have to come back in a minute, because having Livio's teeth nipping at his neck completely causes his mind to white out, forgetting everything he might have been about to say as he barks on a moan half-stifled against Livio's skin, arching into the contact and the pleasure-pain that the bite delivers.

So, yeah. Needless to say, he gets the hint, quickly tilting his head to press his mouth back to the mark on Livio's neck before he sets to biting him there, and it's not overtly gentle either knowing how much pain tolerance Livio has.]

a few days yeah or weeks. y'know how it is

[livlaughlove]

[wolfwood's immediate and non-gentle compliance earns him an unabashed groan from livio. in general, he's been allowing himself to be more demonstrative and vocal, and it's a special sort of relief to be able to do so here, privately, with nicholas. being on the other side of the river from everyone else is probably the best thing that could have happened for them.

as it is, the teeth on his skin make livio the one who wants nothing more than to rut against wolfwood, and unlike nick, he doesn't hold himself back. he grinds his hips into nick's more harshly and urgently, and his voice is strained and husky against wolfwood's neck.]

Holdin' back on me, Nico? Y'can let go -- I got you.

[lupusxylem]

[Well. That’s as explicit of a go-ahead as any. Which, let’s hope Livio knows what he’s asking for, because the moment Livio suddenly starts upping the pressure and the pace is when Wolfwood just snaps.

The moan that escapes him is pitched and breathy, a far cry from the usual sounds he can be caught making. It’s open and unfettered, as genuine a reaction as they come. And instead of purposely stifling it this time, he decides to combine it with sinking his teeth into Livio’s shoulder again, except this time it is a proper bite. Deep enough to bleed, but not so deep that his healing won’t take care of it.

He can’t speak anymore, he couldn’t not even if his mouth were free. All he can do is breathe out desperate sounds that strangle themselves in the back of his throat, his body taught like a bowstring as he climbs further and further up that blissful peak. He’s close, and he tells Livio as much by the way he grips at him with his hands, fingers clawed as they rake against the backs of his shoulders.]

[livlaughlove]

[truth be told, livio isn't entirely sure how much friction or time this is supposed to take. he's never been this intimate with anyone. he almost pauses, to ask nick whether it's enough, when wolfwood bites and claws the motherfuck out of him. that makes livio unleash a sharp moan to match, and arch his body into nick's. for a moment, he wishes it was his legs wrapped around wolfwood's hips.

even so, this full-body sensation is much closer to what he's imagined intimacy to be like, but still not enough with nicholas so strung out but not yet finished.]

Nick -- please. Please.

[lupusxylem]

[Not to worry Livio, you ain't gonna have to wait much longer. Because whether Livio realizes it or not, Wolfwood's been wanting this for...a while. And to finally have it now, like this, is so much more than he ever could have asked for that he wasn't going to last much longer anyway. At least Livio's frame of reference does not exist, so he has no idea that Wolfwood is about to shoot off a little early here-

It doesn't matter either way. He bucks his hips up against Livio a time or two more, his nails dug in hard enough to bleed, and when he does finally reach his limit? He bites into him even harder, hard enough that Livio will feel the clear outline of each canine, his teeth latched on as he bites and bites and bites--

His body goes taught, shaking his way through a bone-shattering orgasm that causes a growl of pleasure to roll up through his chest as it happens, and he's honestly just not going to think right now about how he didn't manage to get his pants or anything off before this. It's fine, that's a problem for him in a few minutes.]